Saturday 17 December 2011

I LIKE IT WHEN....


I said "I MISS U" to you, n you reply with "I MISS U MORE" instead of "I MISS YOU TOO"

You text me first. It lets me knoe dat u're thinking of me too.

You call me jz tell me dat you love me, you miss me and you actually wanted hear my voice.

You look at me like I am the only one for you.

I catch you looking at me. Gotcha.!

Your name appears on my phone screen, an instant smile will appear on my face too.

I wake up in the middle of the nyte n knoe dat I stil have more time to sleep.

I look over at my fwen and we both knoe wat each others thinking.

You ask someone wat their doing and they say "Thinking about You".

I flip my pillow over to the cool side.

People do unexpected nice things for me.





People are not beautiful as they look, as they walk, as they wear..
People are beautiful as how they are sincere, how they care n how they share :)

Sunday 11 December 2011

dah tibe masenyer....



dah tibe msenyer ...?

dah tibe msenyer tok ak ubah segalenyer...
nape?sbb slame neh ak lbh pntgkn org laen dr dwi ak sndri..
start today,, bbekalkan aty y cekal n tabah..
ak jz kne redha dgn sgla hal y blaku pasni..


now,,u're sweet 20 .!
fkiran da mula kene mtang.jgn childish sgt.!
sume kptsn kne pkr ngn tol n mtang..
tabiat pn mcm tu..

jgn ikt kpale bdk2 sgt..manje manje jgak p jgn mlampau.!
ko da besar shamie.!

yup,,sdar diwi jgak la..
after knl sorg mamt neh,,fkran ak brubah..
pception ak sume brubh
eh,i dun knoe y dear.!
myb dy mtang..cre dy lyn ak mtang.

dats y ak trikot2...
law dlu ak majok ad owg pjok..now?
sape tau?
sape taw ak majok trase?
dlu trase tnjok dpn2 si asraf..skang?
xde sume tu da xde.!
tu ak y bdk2 dlu..
skang ak syap xpndam tp cube pk pstif.
xkn amek aty..
ni y ak nk...ubah ak.!
ko la llaki ptame wt ak tpk nk brubh ko tauk tak>>>>endy.!

jz love 4 their that love me more.. ;)


isshhh...byk bnd la ak rse ak nk brubh..
after 3month t tgk la cne.hrp ak bjaye..wish for me bloggers..hee

now,,jz think pstif la ye shamie..
ko bole.pkok pangkal aty kte la..tok brubah..sglenye dr dwi kte.

cube bpkran mtang n bfkr sblm btindak..itu saje.!
ko bole.go baby go.!hahahai...

serahkn cinte pd yang halal..
say no pd y haram :)

Friday 9 December 2011

kembali oke wit dy :)



smile...:)

harap xmgulangi ksilapan y same..
sori awk..
thnx kerna kembali ok..hee...
love..bie!

iloveyou....incik endy.! haha

i'm falling in love again darl.!



p/s apreciate it slagi msih ade...ondaway ke arah perubahan.i will for you..love.love.love.




Tuesday 6 December 2011

i'm alone again :(



setiap org punye rase cinte kan..tapi xsmue org dapt merasai cinte..
stiap org pernh bcnte tp xsmue org dpt kecapi n mrsai cinte..adatla tu.!

if kte khlgn cinte, pasti ad alsan sebaliknya..
alasan y kdg2 sukar tok dmngertikan..tp, cyela...
ktika Tuhan mengambil sesuatu dr kte,, pasti Dia da siapkan lebh baek utk dbrikan pd kite kan...
missuawk.!

sgt myakitkn bile mcintai seseorang y tdk mcintai kte .rite??
tp lebh indah bile kte mcintainya tnpa mharp ssuatu pasaan apapun dr dy... :)

ye,,sy taw kebahagiaan ade tok mreka y mngis skang, mreka y tlah dsakiti, mreka y telah mcri dan telah mcuba kerana mreka y lbh mghargai ssuatu btape pntingnya org y tlah myentoh khdupan mreka...

xkire ape keadaan sekali pn...
ktika awk tak pdlikan sy,,sy sntiase mnggu dan stia menanti...
i'm pomis if i bole saba..
but, u must knoe,,mnusie thap ksbarn nye ad..

mgkin benar bile kte khlgn kite bwu mydari. mgkin benar bile kte tluka bwu kte mngerti..
mgkin benar bile kte sgt mrindukn dy bwula kte tau bsarnye makne dan erti seseorang dlm hdop kte..imishawk.!

cinte ni aneh kdg2 ak rase la..sukar nk tafsirkn cne...cinte xdtg dri paksaan,
perginya plak tanpe krelaan kite..cinte tu memg pnoh dngn ksh syg tp ianya juga pnoh dgn dugaan dan cabaran. ianya perlu dibelai dgn klembutan kerna ingtlah kekasarn mgkin mgundang ke arah perpisahan dan keretakan..xnk itu.! plz..!




never say gudbye..nver.! i hate it.!
swear.sy rindu awk..edy!
i need u.i need ur shoulder.!.
jgn pegi jaoh2 dr sy..i'm alone without u.
i'm alone awk. :(

Monday 5 December 2011

maapkan mimie :(



btol2 mtk maap..if awk bnc sgt ngn sy.maap sgt.

nk wt cne..awk sndri xley time kn dpt org mcm sy..i think so.
smtimes cube xbpkr ngatif tp tak mampu..tlalu byk. k,,tq awk

hr nie da trase lbh bpkr..sape dri ni?ok..sy taw sape sy.sdar dwi.
msh ingt kate2 mreka dsane..be aware.! yup.im trying...

now,,sume da nampk.mcm2 y da drase dlm hati.tiade sdkt kate pn.
hny mmpu syap.trse kcewe ngn pe y jdi..

myb ni y awk nk..i follow..

tq wt sy sdar k awk..tq so much..
xpe,,sy time ngn sume ni..

silent.silent.silent.silent n twos silent.ini y blaku.y??
bsar sgt ke slh sy??..today da genap kte couple slme 1month..ahhh...xtaw nk ckp pe..sdh.

myb sy xpnh phm awk.sori.sori again..
biarlah,,rase dri neh da pnat nk pkrkn bnd2 cmni..
sy syap sktika..puas kate maap dkluarkn.tp awk??.
ok,,slh sy. sy syap.
xprlu kate ape2..sume slh sy..

oke,,fb pn da deactivate da..sori :(
TQ AWk...


yes. thats mie.! mimie.!
dri ini memg tak sempurna..

yes.! thats me.


how i feel today??

rsenye mcm2 pkr..ntah la..sush nk gmbrkn pasaan tu cne.sush nk trgkn sush nk cite cne.sush.sume sush.sush sgt.berat.god.!

sdh seh..nape tetbe pasaan ni dtg..
hina sgt ek ak??hina sgt ke korg?bwu nk tnangkan pkran tp y ak stil dga lgi story2 cmni.sdh.nape erk..plik la.ape ak wt kt korg smpai korg blz ak mcm neh??..nape??..tlg jgn dga sbelah pihak.plz.dun blame me..cz its not my fault.ask ur children..dun judge me like dat.

ak xkn nges dsbbkn ank ko..tp aty ak nges nape org y ak anggp mak slme ni wt ak cmtu..ee..xsgke.adkh ak dga bnd y slh?xmgkin.wey..aty ak mjerit sdh nk plok dy.ak than.sbb ak tau ak ngn dy da xde pape..bole x bumi ni bputar dgn cpat?ak tak thnla dihine mcm nie..xthn.smpai ble????>>>>>>>>>>>>>> GOD.!

cube nk lpekn ape y org ni cte kt ak...ak cube.sbb ak taw ak da ad dy skang ni..ak kne jge aty org bwu dtg dlm hdop ak.dy y slmt kn ak dr bnd2 lpas.dy y pulihkn smgt ak.dy y mgkir syoman kt mlot ak ni blek.sume dy.!..tp nape tang ak perlukan dy, now. dy jaoh. xde dsini. :(

i need u...bwu satu hri da rase awk xde..siez.! hati meronta mengis tkot rase khlgn tok kali 2..

dsbbkn satu hri ni jgak xcntact, mcm2 bnd y dpkr..

sush ntok nk pcyekan org.lgi2 bile ak y bwu pts cnte tbe2 twos kapel ngn owg len.
wey,korg .salh ke ak kapel ngn org len?x kan..bkn ak curg pon.dy da lpaskn ak la..hak ak la nk bkwn ngn sesape pon..

memg ak taw kbykn ingt ak men2 ngn si edy ni.tp x! tu bkn ak.ak xske men2kn ati pasaan org..ak xske kcwakn org wlaupon ak pnh dkcwakn.ak xske.bia la y lpas tu lpas..y pth tmboh hlg bgnti.xgtu??,,,,ye,,im serious with him.siez.! ak btol2 sygkn dy.!

tlg phm ak.tlg pcye ak...korg xcye ak xpela.fine.! jnj edy cye ak. tu knci kbhagiaan.. :)

edy,,sy nk awk tawu..sy xpnh ad niat nk men2kn awk.xpnh niat kapel ngn awk hny tok mnjuk kt ex sy.xpnh wak.! xpnh pk kapel tok awk tok ttp sdh sy ni.x awk.! tu bkn sy.! bkn.!..
sy ikhlas ngn awk.tlg pgg kate2 sy nie wlaupon ianya xley dbktikan dpn2 awk..
hny awk je y mmpu mnilai awk...hny awk..

andai kate sy dberi 2pilihan..antare awk ngn dy..sy tetp plh awk edy..tetp awk.!
sbb sy taw awk adlh stronger sy..nver let me alone.. <3

yes. that me.! alwys faithful in love.nver frust even pnh dkcwakn..trust me syg.!
sy cube awk pn cube..bwu mnjadi.insyaallah..

hrp Tuhan sntiase ad bsame kite..AMIN...
sykur kerna tidak tlmbat tok mgnali awk Encik Edy...